A couple of weeks ago I had the dreaded experience of waking
up to a leaking tube, and not just an open port cap. The J portion of my tube
had a hole that no amount of tape was able to seal, so I decided it’d be best
to call my surgeon. Turns out he was on vacation, but Interventional Radiology (I.R.)
was great and fit me in with a different surgeon that afternoon. Since this was
not a planned procedure and I had eaten that morning, it was not safe for me to
be fully sedated which made me very nervous. Throw in a sudden allergic
reaction to Zofran (my daily anti-nausea medication which I can no longer use safely), and I was just a ball of tears and stress. Thankfully,
my mother was able to calm me down and by the time they took me back I was
feeling a bit more confident.
Although I couldn't be fully sedated, I was told I would
receive light sedation using Fentanyl and assumed I wouldn’t remember a thing. Boy
was I wrong! The nurse gave me the Fentanyl as promised and I was suddenly
dizzy, nauseated, and feeling generally unwell, but patiently waited to drift
off to sleep. Instead, with many prayers for strength and calmness, I endured
shots of Lidocaine into my tube site to combat the pain, and the forceful
pulling and pushing as the surgeon removed my faulty tube and replaced it
with a new one. Needless to say, I was a bit overwhelmed but overall it was not
nearly as bad as I had imagined. The Lidocaine made the procedure almost
painless, prayer kept me calm when I wanted nothing more than to hop off that
table and go running for the hills, and the trendy music playing lightly over
the speakers was just the distraction I needed.
When the procedure was over I was a little upset to have gone
through all of that for the same PEG/PEJ tube when what I really wanted was a
Mic-Key (low profile, more discreet tube), but my size was on back order so
that wasn’t an option. I headed home hoping to get some rest but was very
distressed when I realized the G port on my tube was leaking because of a
faulty cap….REALLY?!? Yeah, I was not a happy camper. The next business day I
called I.R. and we decided to try fitting me with a new cap to hold off until
the Mic-Key tube arrived. They ended up receiving it that day and the next morning
I was back at the hospital. Since the Fentanyl hadn’t helped at all and I was
hoping to get out of the hospital as soon as possible, I decided to pass on all
sedation and choose only to use Lidocaine shots for the pain during my second
tube change. The procedure went smoothly and I am the proud new owner of a G/J
Mic-key Button that I love!
Although that was a rather stressful and busy few days, my
amazing family was by my side every step of the way and I thank God every day
for blessing me with such a great support system. They’ve seen my good, my bad,
and my absolutely crazy side and love me anyway. No matter how often this
battle knocks me down, I know I can always get back up to fight another day
with a hand like theirs waiting to pick me up.
Local reaction to IV Zofran. Happened very suddenly so I was happy to be in the hospital at the time and I received prompt care. |
Old PEG/PEJ Tube with one of my favorite Tube Pads=) |
Brand new G/J Mic-Key Tube Just in time for Spring and Summer! |
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