I'm Alive!

I know it’s been a long time since my last blog post and I apologize for that, I’ve just had so much going on physically and mentally that it got pushed to the back burner for a little bit. Sometimes taking a little “Me Time” is just what the doctor ordered. So for a quick update I just wanted to let everyone know that I’ve been recovering very well from my procedure and so far this tube has been waaaay more comfortable then my last feeding tube.

Honestly, the recover was not the easiest and dealing mentally with having this tube in me was tough. I remember looking down at my tube quite a few times and needing all my strength to not rip it out because I couldn’t believe I had let them do this to me. I wished that I could go back in time and cancel the surgery. I wanted the pain to stop and to be normal again. It was tough, but my family was there every step of the way and each day was a little better than the day before. I’m happy about it now, and that just goes to remind me that no matter how hard things may be it can turn around and no matter what life goes on. Sometimes all you can do is take life one day at a time and that’s ok.